Interesting what a new year brings.I struggled during the Christmas holidays with my PAH and his rotten past activities. I was sharing recently with a very
good friend who gave me her interpretation of forgiveness and it has sort of hit me like a mac truck.
Forgiveness is giving up all hope of having a better past.
At first I rallied against what she said, But, but but, I said to myself and then it started to slowly get to me.I don't know whether I am yet convinced but I thought it was worth sharing here. Can I do what it says? Don't know but is worth thinking about because I am also sick of the struggle with my PAH'S addiction. As far as I know, he has been clean for some time now and apart from that, our relationship is good. It always was apart from this.
Forgiveness is giving up all hope of having a better past.
At first I rallied against what she said, But, but but, I said to myself and then it started to slowly get to me.I don't know whether I am yet convinced but I thought it was worth sharing here. Can I do what it says? Don't know but is worth thinking about because I am also sick of the struggle with my PAH'S addiction. As far as I know, he has been clean for some time now and apart from that, our relationship is good. It always was apart from this.
